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Month: July 2021

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Widowhood Season 6.5: Anniversary Episode

July 19, 2021June 27, 2023 Daphne LightnerLeave a comment

7/14 was full of doctor’s appointments. Maybe keeping busy would help? Ah yes, the routine appointments: therapy and meds review. I can has stability. Now to maintain it. MRI, mercifully short and not as traumatic. I knew what to expect. Still, I hope to see what my back looks like 30 years on. Looking at… Continue reading Widowhood Season 6.5: Anniversary Episode

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Widowhood Season 6.4: Survivor’s Guilt

July 8, 2021June 27, 2023 Daphne LightnerLeave a comment

Using the day off you’re taking because you just can’t go to work on your widowhood anniversary, to attend to your medical needs, using your insurance and FasTrack pass to drive out to where the referral is. Seriously? The nerve… After all, you failed. You even forgave him before he died. You didn’t know what… Continue reading Widowhood Season 6.4: Survivor’s Guilt

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Widowhood Season 6.3: Couple Thoughts

July 6, 2021June 27, 2023 Daphne LightnerLeave a comment

Still don’t like feeling the loss. I think the extra naps this weekend were an attempt to be less conscious through this season. Already looking forward to being quite busy on The Day. Though that survivor’s guilt is gonna really make the MRI difficult. Too bad I have to drive home, or I’d ask the… Continue reading Widowhood Season 6.3: Couple Thoughts

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Widowhood Season 6.2: Stream of Consciousness

July 3, 2021June 27, 2023 Daphne LightnerLeave a comment

Again with the music. Can’t help it, though The Specials are as comforting as Steely Dan. It’s nice to be able to be weird yet productive at work. Fun, too. The 91 is only tolerable when I use the Fastrack lanes. Better when I can use the carpool lanes as well. Sweetie is a key… Continue reading Widowhood Season 6.2: Stream of Consciousness

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Widowhood Season 6.1: Songs and Tony’s Teens

July 1, 2021June 27, 2023 Daphne LightnerLeave a comment

7/1/21 He’s all up in my playlist today. Stuff I haven’t heard in ages. The songs that comfort and help motivate as I make today’s use of Excel. Macros and Visual Basic, baby. Returning to my programming roots in a 21st Century way. It’s a living. This season, I have good job satisfaction. Home life… Continue reading Widowhood Season 6.1: Songs and Tony’s Teens

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