{"id":256,"date":"2020-03-11T19:56:27","date_gmt":"2020-03-11T19:56:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/minimoog.net\/daphne\/?p=256"},"modified":"2020-03-12T02:56:04","modified_gmt":"2020-03-12T02:56:04","slug":"narrative-mostly-freewriting-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/minimoog.net\/daphne\/narrative-mostly-freewriting-5\/","title":{"rendered":"Narrative Mostly Freewriting #5"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The Miles David album &#8220;Bitches Brew&#8221; is about to turn 50, and I&#8217;m listening to it for the first time.  I recognize a lot of the names of the people who are playing with him.  I&#8217;m 3 minutes into &#8220;Pharaoh&#8217;s Dance&#8221; and I&#8217;m in love already.  Exactly the kind of jazz I tend to lean towards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I recently applied for and got a transfer to a different department at work.  Took almost a month between me putting in the application and getting the transfer.  I leveled up, and it&#8217;s great!  I&#8217;m wearing all the skirts I picked up at thrift shops, and a few of the sweaters, too.  (I tend to buy cashmere and wool sweaters only&#8211;those are the great bargains). I can still wear jeans if I want, which I do sometimes.  I&#8217;m finding I need to get shirts in a few different colors now that I care more about matching.  I also need to iron on a regular basis.  I wear my hair down a lot more often, too.  (I still put it up when I eat).  I&#8217;m liking this level, though it feels like I really should have done this 20 years ago.  I know why I didn&#8217;t&#8211;I&#8217;d just married Kevin and the internet heyday of great paying support jobs were starting to fade away because everyone kept selling their companies instead of going bankrupt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I also got a TV upgrade, even though it&#8217;s probably the oldest TV in this house, it&#8217;s still a great thing.  Part of moving out of the room I was renting with my Sweetie meant that the old Chromecast box was up for grabs.  I happily took that, because it means I can really use the streaming services I pay for.  I haven&#8217;t turned on the TV that&#8217;s beamed in for a couple weeks.  I also personalized the slide show on the Chromecast to show me things and people I love.  Reminds me of a company I did product support for over 15 years ago&#8211;they were one of the first digital photo frame companies.  But this is a lot easier!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m turning 45 in 8 days.  How did I get to my mid-40&#8217;s?  It doesn&#8217;t seem like that long ago that I turned 40.  As Kevin died when I was 39, I&#8217;ve always been a 40-something widow.  I&#8217;ve known my Sweetie for all of my 40&#8217;s thus far, too.  It&#8217;s just how life turned out.  I remember sometimes during my caregiving days (32-29) when I was just about to doze off, the phrase &#8220;40 years&#8221; popped into my mind.  Back then, I hoped it meant that I&#8217;d have 40 years with Kevin.  Only got 18.  What are you gonna do?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>OMG! ZAWINUL plays on the song Bitches Brew!  The album did kind of have a Weather Report-ish feel to it.  Yep, my kind of Jazz!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I love having a Miata.  I also love driving stick again in a small car with almost 50\/50 balance.  I learned the lesson from my 20&#8217;s&#8211;you&#8217;ll kill the clutch if you use it as a brake&#8211;and shifting into neutral is delightful.  My commute involves several hills, and I often coast down them whenever I can.  It&#8217;s also fun to coast down on a notoriously congested piece of freeway when I come back down from visiting my Sweetie.  If there&#8217;s no traffic, it&#8217;s fun, and if there is, it&#8217;s kind of like driving an automatic.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Drove part of the way home with the top down.  That was fun, especially now that I have a new route home.  Mine is a common commute that can include going past one or two very popular freeway entrances\/exits, one of which is next to a Mall.  I also pass by an area with a lot of schools, which means taking side streets isn&#8217;t really an option.  Sure, I do go a little bit out of the way, but it means not having to deal with traffic and I get to drive some winding roads.  (Yet another thing I tend to do in neutral.  If I time things right, I end up shifting back into 3rd at the end of the turn.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This whole &#8220;Plague 2020&#8221; thing is more amusing than alarming.  I&#8217;m no conspiracy theorist, but this is just the kind of thing that takes advantage of human nature.  The majority of people who get the virus live.  Illness taps at people&#8217;s insecurities and causes them to freak out and start hoarding things.           I just hope it makes people take health care more seriously during the election cycle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Speaking of which, it&#8217;s very hard for me to watch politics on TV these days.  I re-watch The West Wing instead.  It&#8217;s comfort TV for me.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I recently got told that my Cholesterol is too high and my A1C is at the high end of the scale.  I can&#8217;t do Keto.  Kudos to those of you who can, but bread is a staple I know better than to give up entirely.  I&#8217;m making some changes to my diet that I can live with.  I&#8217;m eating more veggies for lunch, and I&#8217;ve taken to eating cereal on my first break.  I&#8217;ve cut down on pasta and am opting for cauliflower crust on pizza.  Next step is adding leafy greens to lunch.  I just added cottage cheese to lunch, using the small Snoopy thermos I got like 35 years ago.  The rest of my containers are glass, as I want to try to move away from heating up food in plastic containers.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ok, well &#8220;side 1&#8221; of &#8220;Bitches Brew&#8221; is over, and I need to eat more. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">   <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Miles David album &#8220;Bitches Brew&#8221; is about to turn 50, and I&#8217;m listening to it for the first time. I recognize a lot of the names of the people who are playing with him. I&#8217;m 3 minutes into &#8220;Pharaoh&#8217;s Dance&#8221; and I&#8217;m in love already. Exactly the kind of jazz I tend to lean&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/minimoog.net\/daphne\/narrative-mostly-freewriting-5\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Narrative Mostly Freewriting #5<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-256","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daphne","category-journal"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p8fVx5-48","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":361,"url":"https:\/\/minimoog.net\/daphne\/mostly-narrative-freewriting-8-friday-night-hardcore-party\/","url_meta":{"origin":256,"position":0},"title":"Mostly Narrative Freewriting #8: Friday Night Hardcore Party","author":"Daphne Lightner","date":"June 26, 2021","format":false,"excerpt":"Writing this on mobile, forgive me if it goes astray... 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