{"id":247,"date":"2020-01-13T17:15:02","date_gmt":"2020-01-13T17:15:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/minimoog.net\/daphne\/?p=247"},"modified":"2023-06-27T02:54:15","modified_gmt":"2023-06-27T02:54:15","slug":"narrative-mostly-freewriting-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/minimoog.net\/daphne\/narrative-mostly-freewriting-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Narrative Mostly Freewriting #4"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>The friends that have walked on before us<br>Are waiting to take us to laughter and dancing.<br>The friends that have walked on before us<br>Are waiting to take us to the sky.<\/p><cite>Dreamland, The B-52&#8217;s<br><\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;d like to believe there is an afterlife, but I really don&#8217;t have proof.  I mean, sometimes I can feel the presence of a loved one, but I don&#8217;t know if that&#8217;s just wishful thinking. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is going to be a huge year of change for me.  My Sweetie and I are giving up the room we&#8217;ve shared for 4 years for a number of reasons that don&#8217;t have to do with the state of our relationship.  Moving is going to be a pain, but far less headache in the long run.  We have somewhere else to call home already, though for me it&#8217;s the weekend home because commuting there would get old after a day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was a fairly typical day of work.  Just another Monday.  Didn&#8217;t bring lunch so I went out and grabbed a salad.  I try not to travel with the rest of the people who work in the area to the more popular destinations.  Today was the first day I actually got stopped at the train tracks.  Wasn&#8217;t too bad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Making friendship bracelets again.  Funny how one can still uncover muscle memory after a few decades.  Though I&#8217;m sure I made random ones here and there since I was a teenager. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Still trying to wrap my head around the concept that 1990 was 30 years ago.   It doesn&#8217;t seem that much time has passed.  Maybe that&#8217;s only because I keep trying to block out most of my 20&#8217;s and 30&#8217;s because of how painful it is that I no longer have the family I had back then.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It kinda feels like today&#8217;s a journal writing day.  I think I&#8217;m gonna go do that.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The friends that have walked on before usAre waiting to take us to laughter and dancing.The friends that have walked on before usAre waiting to take us to the sky. Dreamland, The B-52&#8217;s I&#8217;d like to believe there is an afterlife, but I really don&#8217;t have proof. I mean, sometimes I can feel the presence&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/minimoog.net\/daphne\/narrative-mostly-freewriting-4\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Narrative Mostly Freewriting #4<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-247","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-journal"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p8fVx5-3Z","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":260,"url":"https:\/\/minimoog.net\/daphne\/it-was-20-years-ago-today\/","url_meta":{"origin":247,"position":0},"title":"It was 20 Years Ago Today. . .","author":"Daphne Lightner","date":"April 6, 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"No Sgt. 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