So I had the memorial for Kevin. It went way better than expected, in many ways. Recent songs in my head: I’m enjoying my Contemporary Dance class. Contemplating whether or not to sub ballet for Contemporary or add it to my dance pursuits. Hot Tea during the summer is pretty good. It helps that I’m… Continue reading Widowhood Season 9.04
It’s a Bright Size Life kind of afternoon. My life would be so different if it lacked the music of Pat Metheny. Once again, I want to write because I should, but my brain draws a blank. I kind of hate that. I’m one of those people who has to finish writing sentences or else… Continue reading Widowhood Season 9.03
I’m doing well but it still hurts. As always. Writing is hard. I hate putting words to my feelings because it means they’re real. I can’t pretend the loss of him didn’t scar me. But I’ve learned that processing that pain is tricky. Still it needs to be done. Which is why I try to… Continue reading Widowhood Season 9.02–Finch Task 1
Watching Mad Men courtesy of a week trial. That’s all I’m going to need or rather allow myself to indulge in. Went to a cousin’s wedding last weekend. It was a wonderful time, and it was great to have been there to see two souls vow to live as one. It’s always a little odd… Continue reading Widowhood Season 9.01